I learned about free-will from the diabolical Felician nuns at St Helen
School. I learned that if I made good
and thoughtful choices, engaged in certain behaviors, and refrained from
engaging in others, I was assured entry into Heaven. On the other hand, if I felt like it, I could
make bad and stupid choices, not do what I was supposed to, and do lots of what
I wasn’t supposed to do. I could do
whatever I wanted to do, that what free-will was.
It would seem pretty straight forward, but it
really isn’t. Often it seems like there
is no good choice. You can act or not act,
and each choice is equally bad. And all
bad things aren’t equally bad, and some stuff, that isn’t so bad, is fun. Besides, examples of bad behavior being
rewarded abound in every aspect of society.
The concept of free-will I was taught at St Helen School does not seem
to be working.
I didn’t learn about Physics until later, and
not all at once. Except for the first
semester of grade 12 Physics, I have had no formal training. I gathered bits and pieces from books I read,
and barely understood. A lot of my
research was conducted on YouTube, and I collaborated with the omniscient
Google. I just want you to understand,
gentle reader, that I’m not making this up.
Everything in the Universe is energy. No, the Universe is energy. Energy in the form
of electro-magnetic waves, and matter, which is just bundles of energy. One of the laws of Physics, or you might say,
laws of the Universe, states: Energy can’t be created or destroyed, it can only
change form. Energy, like the Universe,
just is. The Universe, however, is not
static. The energy is in a constant state of
flux, changing and interchanging, interacting and reacting. This is the pattern of the Universe. Interacting energies interact as part of a
pattern, according to rules of Physics (or the Universe). Because there are so many energies in play at
the same time, many interactions occur randomly. Although the interaction might be random, the
results of the interaction follows certain rules. Action-rection.
And us
folk, being meat therefore matter, are part of this of this pattern. Unfortunately, too many folks see the
Universe as something apart, and not themselves a part of it. [note: 99% of our bodies are comprised of
oxygen, carbon, hydrogen, and nitrogen.
These elements also happen to be among the 10 most common on the
universe. We are the Universe, the Universe
is us.] Here’s the tricky part. Interacting energies interact as part of a
pattern, according to rules of Physics (or the Universe).
At any moment, at every moment, at this very
moment everyone of us is at the vortex of any number of interacting energies:
physical, emotional, psychological, psychic.
The interactions cause reactions which cause other interactions, etc.,
etc. We are not even aware of most of
these interactions, because they are so subtle, easy to ignore or overlook.
We think we are acting, when in fact we are
reacting. We react to the influence of
interacting energies, and we justify our actions after the fact. Free-will or not, we are not as much in
control as we would like to be. Most
people live in a big bubble of delusion.
They imagine they are in control.
They ignore, or are unaware of natural processes. They try to impose their particular version
of reality. Some of these folks, most of
them perhaps, hope a Supreme Being will change or adjust natural laws if they
ask real nice.
Seems to me physics makes more sense than free-will.
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